Erik left on Monday without so much as a goodbye...
I understand that I was not in a position to expect a goodbye to some extent. However, I also never deserve to be ignored. Monday wasn't that bad once I was able to actually get him to answer my text messages and phone calls. Of course if I could have taken back what I did at about 11:30 that night I would immediately...I accused him of not loving me...and that when he turned off his phone again.
Tuesday wasn't much better...I was able to get him to answer his phone at about 1 pm (when it was finally turned back on) and after being told he was "fucking busy" and that he would "call later" I let it go but asked if he still loved me and was answered in the positive. I waited for that phone call and by 9 pm I was worried something had happened to him so I began calling him without an answer and then his phone was turned off at 10 pm....
Wednesday seemed to be even worse...I couldn't get him to answer from my phone number but using my house phone (a number he didn't have) I got him on the phone again I was told about how he was "fucking busy" and again he would "call later." I let it go and again by 10 pm I still hadn't heard from him. As I had been waiting eight hours for his phone call I felt I could call him and again I was ignored and his phone was turned off...
That night I decided something truly EPIC...
I was done trying to get him to call me. I was done setting myself up for the heartache of being ignored and yelled at.
Thursday I managed to not call or text him all day...but I was curious about his turning his phone off it was about me or about everyone...so I called at 12:30 Friday morning and shockingly his phone was still on but was quickly turned off...I sent him a text message instead....
I never received a response........If you don't want me talking [to] you anymore all you have to do is txt me and say so that's all it'll take
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