Sunday, October 24, 2010

Friday...Turning Point?????????????????

Friday...I went for a drive and received a phone call from him saying people were trying to get a hold of me through him and I needed to take care of that because he didn't want the phone calls anymore...

After dealing with my people, I called him back to thank him for the information and let him know that I took care of it so if they called it was about something else...I never got to tell him those things...Erik picked up the phone and told me "STOP CALLING ME!" and immediately hung up...

I sent a text message stating my purpose in calling and 30 minutes later sent him a second text message
I'm moving to OK if you care you can call me otherwise thanks for the good times and I'm sorry you don't want to even be friends
Saturday (yesterday)..........

At 11:45 am, I received a phone call from Erik. He was "sorry for the way [he] treated" me. He was "going through some shit" and couldn't stand living in his house any longer. He had to get away. I couldn't help but tell him he broke my heart. And then he made me cry...he told me he loves me......it was something I was sure I would never hear from him again...after about 7 minutes he asked if he could "call later." I needed more than that I asked if he was actually going to call or if I should just not bother hoping..."I'll call later" was the response I got....

At 7:30 pm, I received a second phone call one of the most awkward I've ever had....it lasted less than 4 minutes and I got hung up on because he was driving and there was a cop...

45 minutes later after getting a single text message from him saying simply "cop" I text messaged him
I love you but I won't be treated like I don't matter
There was a cop
I understand that but that's not what I'm talking about. Am I gonna talk to you tonight?
I never received a response....

At 10:30 I tried to call him myself...his phone was turned off....so I sent him a text message
I'm sorry I'm frustrated right now and I [feel] like talking to you [but] I [don't] feel like I'm getting the chance and that hurts

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